14:34 — I think another one of the problems during the last two semesters was that I never took a break to think and reflect about things. It’s okay if something was not amazing or horrible, just middling. It’s okay if you could only do so much today. It’s okay that you’re hurt. It’s okay to still be healing.
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21:27 — And maybe I really can recover. Maybe I really can heal and become a better person because of this. I try to be positive, but sometimes it’s hard to believe that I can even change. It’s just hard to change. I may be just a bundle of trends of behavior, but it’s still hard to change. I want to change. I can only keep trying.